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Today, a part of me died when i watch you walk away, you and your tender loving heart. My world stop...

Fri, 16 Mar 2012 06:02:31 +0700

Today, a part of me died when i watch you walk away, you and your tender loving heart.

My world stop revolving today, i sat down on my kitchen floor, crying crying and keep on crying for hours. I though i’ll be fine without you, but the reality hits me today, i’ve lost my wonder, i’ve lost my shoulder to cry on, i’ve lost my sunshine, i’ve lost my source of happiness, I’ve lost the reason why i believe in love.

The timing is not fair, because it won’t let me caress you for a little bit longer, just a little bit longer. A part of me died again when i recall how fucking happy we were, overjoyed ,that’s even an understatement. i remember thinking i wouldn’t mind if i have to die tomorrow because i finally know how it feels like to be THAT happy.

Knowing that we can never go back to the way we were, i have lost the desire to feel the warm of the sun. Because everything about the sun reminds me of you, you were once my sun no, you still are. You made my summer, summer.

You broke my crystal heart into a million pieces. and EVERY SINGLE pieces stab me right in the heart with every breath i take. But it’s not your fault sweetheart, it’s me, i can’t recall what the fuck did i do to mess thing up? But i’m sure it’s my fault anyway, because you are such a wonderful creature, your tender heart and your loving soul i know will never ever do anything to hurt me. I just can’t face the reality.

I would turn back the time if i could, i would forever want to live in summer 2011. i would put that on repeat, i would be so happy i could die.

WIth every breath i take, i still miss you. Every single morning when i wake up, you are the first thing i think of. Every single night, i get down on my knee begging God to make your problem go away, for everything in your life to be better soon, to always protect the man that i love. Because it kills me every time i hear your bitter voice and the facts that i can’t do anything to help you feel better makes me feel like rubbish.

It is in fact love, my first love. I knew it the moment i realize that i stop being my usual selfish self. That your happiness means so much more than my own. Mama look, i’ve grown to be a mature young lady. I’ve learn that love is when that person’s happiness makes you twice as happy as you should be.

Nothing in this world makes me as happy as when i hear your joyful voice over the phone, knowing that you’re smiling makes my heart smiles too.

i love you P, until the day i die.

xxxx, K.A

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SUBMISSION

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6 Types of Love

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Eros
a passionate physical and emotional love based on aesthetic enjoyment; stereotype of romantic love

Ludus
a love that is played as a game or sport; conquest; may have multiple partners at once

Storge
an affectionate love that slowly develops from friendship, based on similarity

Pragma
love that is driven by the head, not the heart

Mania
obsessive love; experience great emotional highs and lows; very possessive and often jealous lovers

Agape
selfless altruistic love; spiritual;

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